Blake Clawson – Composer

Sea Longing

Winner of the American Prize, 2025

Sara Teasdale’s “Sea Longing”, the sonnet on which this piece is based, describes a complex and layered yearning for the ocean. Her words express a deep desire to be enveloped by the sea, yet it remains ambiguous whether she longs for serenity or, quite differently, wishes to be carried beneath the waves. The juxtaposition of death and beauty, loneliness and desire, is a hallmark of Teasdale’s poetry. Many of her poems convey an awestruck wonder at the natural world—a beauty that is as heartbreakingly overwhelming as it is life-giving.

Having spent my childhood on a Pacific Northwest island, I resonate with Teasdale’s longing for the steady, immutable sea now that I live inland. This choral setting of “Sea Longing” traces the ocean’s many moods—from its still and peaceful opening to a brooding piano interlude and the rolling, wave-like phrases of the climax, which gradually drift back into stillness. The character of the music evokes Teasdale’s mingling of dark undertones and a surface of light, much like the shimmering sea.

The recording featured on this page is from a performance by Renova New Music Ensemble at a CU Boulder SoundWorks concert.

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Sea Longing -- Sara Teasdale

A thousand miles beyond this sun-steeped wall
Somewhere the waves creep cool along the sand,
The ebbing tide forsakes the listless land
With the old murmur, long and musical;
The windy waves mount up and curve and fall,
And round the rocks the foam blows up like snow,—
Tho’ I am inland far, I hear and know,
For I was born the sea’s eternal thrall.
I would that I were there and over me
The cold insistence of the tide would roll,
Quenching this burning thing men call the soul,—
Then with the ebbing I should drift and be
Less than the smallest shell along the shoal,
Less than the sea-gulls calling to the sea.

Featured on beyond this sun-steeped wall
(2025)